Dota & Friendship.

Today is quite a bad day for me.
Had a lil bit argument with one of my clan mate a.k.a among my best dota buddy / friend , not going to mention whom. Well as well known Dota have destruct a lot of friendship among the big names in the World. This game is haunted with something which will make the players gone mad and became another character of himself in a sudden. I 've admitted that previous last 2years, I was a very mad dota player, scolded my own teamate and even we nearly punched each other but nowadays it is not more than just a game for me. My mentality is fully equipped with tolerance and patience where I can definite between Dota and friendship very well but today things like does not seems to be okay for me , I got angry when one of my clan mate mentioned that I was inactive, I dont know whether the intention is just for joking or what , but it sounds quite serious and it just unacceptable for me. I've been trying my best to give some reputation to the clan and even I applied for a forum section especially for the clan, trying my best to bring up the name of the clan as I felt very happy with the clan at the moment.Well I know nobody asked me to contribute so much for this kind of stuff, but still there is a few team member who is supporting me from the back for this kind of thing,you guys should know who you are and thx for that. So on the past 9 days, I found a new online game which later on became an addiction for me, it is called Freesky,because of this game I was inactive on dota for few days, not more than a week and today I was in a very good mood of dotaing with all the clan mates, I sms"es" all the clan mates and arrange for a fun game with they all, while I was chatting at the clan section there was a member of the team saying something that really hurt me a lot.I dont know why , but I just cant take those words, I felt like owh god,hurm its damn hard to describe the feeling on that time,wew everything was ruined in a second and now although im not mad anymore with that person which I considered as one of a good friend of me,still I dont have the mood to organize the clan anymore.From now once, I've decided not to play any important role in the team,I want to live a life as a normal dota player,no competition,no event organizing and no everything.Leadership has been transferred, so guys just enjoy yourself under the new leadership.I believe my colleague (din) can make the team go further than what I did at the moment, till now.

-BloodyHackerMVP-